This is not a "weight loss blog"
It's a life gaining blog. My belief is that the scale is worthless, because it doesn't measure your worth, and muscle weighs more than fat.
Hi, my name is Elisa Jeanne, and I have been at war with my body ever since my freshman year. I stopped doing as much exercise, and cheated every workout i did. Along with this i started to eat lots of junk food as well. Slowly but surely i started to gain weight, and i never saw a problem with it until I was in freshman PE and my teacher made me feel bad for being over the body fat percentage. I'm not proud of the measures that I took to change my lifestyle, but I am wiser now and I know that good health is all about balance. If you ever need to talk I'm here, don't be shy! I'm not perfect but I'm working towards finding my inner body peace and becoming comfortable in my skin.
I have this neverending, mind-crippling fear that one day you’ll get really into something, like a hobby or another girl, and you’ll change your mind about me. Like one morning, you’ll wake up and decide that I’m not as important as you thought I was. I don’t know. I have never been this terrified to lose someone. Maybe because it’s already happened more than once and it kept feeling worse everytime.